At 9th week, we went for my regular ultrasound appointment. I had some blood spots the other day. Eventually upon scanning the area, Dr. Ding said " it is not so good there..i`m sorry.let us wait another week and be sure" Well, i just gasped and just nod my head. Soon that night, there was a gush of blood and I started having this cramping pain around my back & abdomen. I knew then, the pregnancy is not successful.
It is a misfortune as it seems to be, but we`re fine. Better yet, I`m okay with the miscarriage. I manage to be allowed home for a conventional aborting process, to escape from D&C which I fear most. After a week, it has completely aborted. Alhamdulillah. Poor Aufa, she asked me yesterday " aby ummi ayah tan? "that is baby ummi darah kan?
When I looked back, I recall that I had serial event of falls and frequent travelling during the 1st 4 weeks. Ironically, there was a bit bad instinct about it since I had no nausea or vomitting at all just like previous. I knew there was something wrong.
Although we really really wanted another child , we accept the fate. Allah KNOWS best!
2 comments:
kak, i know u r strong! take caree, bila la nak jumpa niii, hope this coming CNY
7:32 AMtq tq:) see u
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