Salam,
it has been finalized, and the day will come, Feb 1st.
remember, the last entry i did mention about how DH`s employer had badly facing the economic turbulence..., yes? the failures project that he was responsible, his everyday reports on colleagues got retrenched etc.well, at first when i heard about those..., i reserved my comments. of which i consulted him.."i think this is only paranoid and you`ve been worrying too much..bla bla bla" and, i take it as a matter of fact -only a politic in the company, and i believe that his service would not be terminate. but, he felt otherwise, he thought he shall leave the company on his choice rather being sacked out sooner or later. he might be heartless to work there anymore and eventually send out his resume. Days and days, one by one of his colleague got kicked out. and recently, i got to know that a friend of mine who works with a gigantic oil and gas company had been offered VSS. and she was not alone.!thats scary. then only, i realized DH situation was a true emergency.
it has been finalized, and the day will come, Feb 1st.
remember, the last entry i did mention about how DH`s employer had badly facing the economic turbulence..., yes? the failures project that he was responsible, his everyday reports on colleagues got retrenched etc.well, at first when i heard about those..., i reserved my comments. of which i consulted him.."i think this is only paranoid and you`ve been worrying too much..bla bla bla" and, i take it as a matter of fact -only a politic in the company, and i believe that his service would not be terminate. but, he felt otherwise, he thought he shall leave the company on his choice rather being sacked out sooner or later. he might be heartless to work there anymore and eventually send out his resume. Days and days, one by one of his colleague got kicked out. and recently, i got to know that a friend of mine who works with a gigantic oil and gas company had been offered VSS. and she was not alone.!thats scary. then only, i realized DH situation was a true emergency.
at the first place, by all means, i never discourage whatever decision he is going to make. i thought, with that i shall make him easier to choose. Life is about choosing , by the way, right? we done all out discussing : considering many things ie taking accounts all those commitments especially his financial obligations towards his parent (hajj, pocket money etc) and also to our kids (insurance, saving, education etc), his ambition & career development , and our mission : determination for the betterment of our life ,the kids life particularly. not long..., he got the offer from the company he applied; it was a relieve! Alhamdulillah. yet, i saw him woke up every night for istikharah, - to choose whether to gamble his position in the current company or to accept the new offer, with a package : a good deal but had to be separated. or the third choice : to accept an offer from a small company in this city. at last the decision was made heartbreakingly , he chose the 2nd option; back to Lumut which actually his ex-employer .
me? knowing me..his wife can handle this., he believes that.he gave me his full trust and confidence.though, life for me will be a bit complicated ,managing our 3 kids. So, to get myself customized to the new routine ahead: i am on my 2 weeks practice every day.every morning, i get the kids wake up, shower & dressed , breakfast, attend to fussy Aufa, (while praying mumtaz didn`t wake up and cried to be carry) and last send Abir to school .. meanwhile i do those checklists., i ask DH to minimize his help. he is a big HELP all this while. these days, he was stressed up, whenever i refuse his help. i said " if you want to help me...please don`t help anything..because i`m practising :)" again, although this is difficult for both of us.. i am positive with the days to come. insya Allah.
the day is approaching now, of which everynight before sleep i will stare on his face..a frown face.knowing that he had made a difficult decision.and only Allah KNOWS..
p/s : I`m not happy but i`m okay anyway..hey! i have a bro & sis who live just accross my window ..:)
4 comments:
sy pulak yg sedih..ntah la sis ..hope u are doing fine..i know u r strong mom of 3
9:02 AMi`m okay, so do the kids.the daddy yg gundah gulana..berat nak tinggalkan kami.hehe..not first timer sis :)
9:41 PMSalam.... mmg bukan first timer.... i'm not worry at all.... afterall both of you dah besar panjang and able to make the right decision. Moga Allah permudahkan segala-galanya. InsyaAllah.
1:47 PMTQ sis..
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